Just went Armed Security Officer and put in a place where I'm going to need to use force to protect myself and others. I'm at least a little more timid reluctant anxious. I have had a few weeks of extensive Combatives training but I was no good and lost sparring matches to … very unaggressive physically smaller weaker people. So if you are a trainer or aspiring trainer I work usually 50 something hours a week sometimes in the 60s and 70s. Please call; of course glad to pay (303) 324-4599 firstname.lastname@example.org. I am really researching and looking into compliance holds, pressure point tactics, grappling, anything that will help me prevent or impede an attack; stop an attacker.